The eyes getting lost in the absurd dots

Lines between the reality and the wishes

Or the voices between my angel and my inner devil

My inner child, my yesterday, my today, my tomorrow

With the phone in one hand

And my heart in the other

With arts’ attacks

And thoughts that only crazy souls like me would comprehend

How good would it looks my heart smashed against the wall as a herbal sponge squeezed meanwhile I take a bath and play drums against the water that created waves for my yellow plastic ducky?

Nail polish, my brush, my hair and thinking what to wear in my mind

Trying to be a good girl smiling

Smiling or grinning?

Sparks in the eyes of fire

And the lines getting even more and more conflicted

Laughing so laud till almost get me depth

Avoiding the falling tears of my reborn in cry

Or crying avoiding what?

Explosion, rebellion or myself

Who if not me?

Candle light and eternal silence

Among a noisy town made of everything not mine

Finding myself with the strident music and the glistening vibrations inviting me or unwelcoming me?

Hands caressing my skin

Unknown faces. Voice in the back of my head

Condemning my thoughts or actions

It is confusion or finally the clarity?

Should I remain in my funny pyjamas hugging my teddy bear?

Internal fight…

And the hand that was holding my heart gets tired

I got my pen, I got a paper.

The hour with the watch singing in my ears, its tic-tac that drives me insane.

I know that you have been gone for two hours and forty five minutes.

Should I dial?

Dinner plans in hell or two pieces of old pizza resting on the microwave?

The water start to taste repetitive

Like this routine in which I am feeling trapped

Would I run away?

Could I run away?

Am I a run away?

Yeah.  I mean maybe… right? Why not?

Would you notice my absence?

My sentences, my meaning, do I have a point?

Am I making any sense?

I told you a creator mind has not place for reason

And the camera in my hands is only an instrument

How would it look a genuine smile in this face of mine today?

Blink

Come on Mara, get ready for tomorrow

Remember to breathe one more time

Say good night

Turn around crazy one.