If you are gone

there is not me nor wanting to go on

perhpas even if i really try, either way I will be late

and I wont be able to make it

perhaps I did everything that you asked me backwards

maybe I did not listen

maybe I did not pay attention

but if you are gone

there is no more me

nor more wanting to be or to go on

perhaps I did ruin it all

I did hurt you in ways that you can not think in healeaning

I did turn around when you were needing me the most

maybe I was regadlless

maybe I was recless

maybe my life got me too surprised and the threat got broken of so much pushing

would you be free if I let go?

would you be happier?

would you be better if I dont ..if I stop trying to ling you to me?

If you ask me...

I know that it is your call

because it was me who fail you

but if you ask me...

I can not think of a life without you

and even though I had you

and I let you down

I still want to be there and try

I still feel you are the one for me

there is no one else but you for me.

If you are gone

there is no more me,

no anymore.

And I can see that maybe

those are only words for you

because I hurt you

byond the scars...

the wounds are too deep

and perhaps I should just desapear

and let you alone now.