In the middle of the night

Or may be the beginning

Is the sun up?

I don’t know but the brightness is blinding me

Or is the moon down?

And the world eclipsed

The reality is what I chose to see

Shall I believe?

Don’t you see how far I believed in you?

I see the tips of my fingers,

Yeah, right now when I look down

The window is soaking wet of moist,

The music so laud that I can feel it in my skin vibrating.

You are out, I am in…and I thought about writing to myself a letter.

Playing hide and seek with the keyboard

“They” went out to have dinner

“You” sing in between “his” surroundings and the cards

“I” stayed in, somewhere in here, thinking of you

The nails scratch the slight skin

Thin above it

Hard underneath

(Do not tell anyone, it is so easy to hurt me)

I m still alive, as I eat and sleep, and need your touch

I always need your touch. It is something that I completely adore.

I can sleep every night, but only rest when you have your arms around me.

And again the world eclipsed

Asking for questions I am giving away the answers

Of many things I don’t understand nor crack

And if “difficult” is a word

I still don’t know how to elucidate it

It’s harder than I thought

And even hard for I see you don’t get it.

Is the sun up again? Damn! I have to wake up one more time…

Fuck this! Leave me inside the bed, hiding in between the blankets

I can not feel part.

And I swear I am trying

Maybe I got tired of try and not make it

Maybe I am getting dry of swimming in the outsider

Welcome me, and I need to feel home

Something familiar, please I beg you!

Hello, hello? Hola…?

Where are you?

Donde esta Mara?

And the fingers hurt as much as my back and my unknown future.

My tomorrow that hangs by your hands

Don’t look aside

I m here in front you

Hello? Hello… oh these are tears falling

I swear I am trying

Please don’t ignore me

Don’t censure me

Don’t deny me.

Is me, you know?

Yeah, you know. You fell in love with ME.

Soy yo realmente tratando.